They met up almost a year later. He came upon her in one of the public squares in Paris, near the Seine. Julie was wearing a black sealskin coat and a chinchilla hat.
Shen Hui noted sardonically that it hadn’t taken her long to outfit herself. He added that she had been silly to expose herself to him in this way.
“What do you mean?” she’d asked.
“I mean if you had any brains, you wouldn’t have let me catch up with you. Do you realize how easily I could kill you? And you could do nothing about it, not even with all the skills I taught you.”
“I know that,” Julie said. “And I wasn’t careless. I chose to let you find me.”
“What are you up to?”
“I don’t choose to spend my life running,” Julie said. “I am extremely grateful to you, Shen Hui. You have taught me respect for the deeper law that underlies appearances. I appeal to that law now. Although you legally own me, your investment has been repaid many times and it is time that I went free. I served you well and you know it I would like to shake hands and have us part friends.”
Shen Hui stared at her. His skin had aged incredibly, with a yellow cast to it like parchment that has been dried too long in the sun. She had never seen him looking so old. Even his thin mustache, which dropped down on either side of his face, seemed lifeless.
And his eyes were brown and opaque.
She wasn’t sure what he would say. She knew that her life hung in the balance. Old as he was, and apparently unarmed, she had no doubt he could kill her anytime he chose.
“You are my greatest creation,” he said at last. “How could I kill you? Who would I have left to hate?”
Her life had really begun at that point. She spent several years on her own, accomplishing unbelievable feats of thievery in Europe and America. She made money easily, and spent it easily. Her life was rich and pleasurable, but she began to sense a loss of purpose, a slackness that was beginning to alarm her. It was a question of motivation. Shen Hui had taught her too well for her to be content with mediocre motives. Why was she doing what she was doing? What was she living for?
The only thing she could think to do with her life was to get rich. It wasn’t enough, she knew, but it was a start. After she accomplished that, she’d take the next step.
For the present she was here with Stan, and Stan was as good as hooked, if she had any knowledge of men.
For dinner that night Stan had ordered a special Moroccan feast catered by a North African couple he knew. Although it was short notice, he had told them to go all out, and he served the meal himself using his best china and silverware. There were game birds roasted on spits, half a sheep braised in many exotic spices and served with rough tasty Arab bread, platters of fruits and vegetables, several different wines. The Moroccan couple followed instructions, delivering the feast and then leaving. Stan paid for it with al-most the last of the cash he had on hand. One way or another, no matter what decision he made tonight, it was going to be a new life for him tomorrow.
Stan hadn’t thought about what he was going to say. He didn’t need to. He was suffused with a knowledge that he couldn’t articulate yet. That would have to come later. For now it was enough to sit across the table from Julie while the strains of a Monteverdi madrigal tinkled in the background.
Julie had found an old ballroom dress upstairs, one of his grandmother’s, neatly folded in a fragrant cedar drawer. It fit perfectly, and she had worn it down to dinner with a set of large pearl earrings that had once belonged to Stan’s mother.
Stan, noting her preparations, had taken out the tuxedo he had worn to his recent college reunion. He put in the cat’s-eye opal cuff links and the diamond pin in the buttonhole. He felt tall and graceful in this outfit, and a little ironic. It was playacting, of course, and he knew that; but it was also in some strange sense real. And Stan knew that there were many costumes he could have worn that night. He wouldn’t have felt out of place in the golden mantle of Alexander the Great Because just like the famous Macedonian, he was on the verge of new worlds to conquer. He was also up against a sea of trouble and pain, and he suspected he was doomed to die gloriously and young as well.
At dinner that evening Julie was radiant in the antique gown, Stan looking handsome in his tuxedo. He had saved a bottle of wine for a long time, waiting for an occasion like this. The bottle had been handed down to him by his parents—a rare St-Emilion, the great vintage of thirty-seven years earlier. Stan had taken good care of the bottle, storing it on its side in the temperature-controlled basement, making sure the cork was properly intact. He brought it up now and opened it with care, pouring a little into a fluted glass and tasting it.
“Just on the verge of turning,’’ he said. “But still superb.
We’ve caught the St-Emilion at its peak, Julie. This is probably the last bottle of this stuff in the world.” She tasted the ruby-red liquid he had poured for her. “It’s marvelous, Stan. But what are we celebrating?”
“Need you ask?”
“I think not,” she said, “but I would like to hear it anyhow.”
“And hear it you shall.” Stan smiled. Never had he felt so at peace with himself. He didn’t know where this course of action was going to take him, but he was satisfied to follow it.
“We’re going to go with your plan, Julie. And we’re going to follow it all the way. We both know the risks. We discussed them yesterday. We both know the odds are against us. But no more talk about that. I’ve decided, and I know that you have, too. We’ll start in the morning.”
She reached across the snowy tablecloth and held his hand tightly. “Why tomorrow morning?”
“Because that’s when my bank opens,” Stan said. “I’m ready for whatever we have to do.”
“I’m ready, too, Stan.”
“Well,” he said, half as a joke and half seriously, “I guess we’ve taken care of everything except what to name our alien.”
“What would you suggest?”
“What about Norbert, after the great Norbert Wiener, father of cybernetics, the science that gave it birth?”
“Sounds good to me,” Julie said. “I guess that just about covers it, Stan. Except for one thing.”
“What’s that?”
She leaned close to him. He felt dizzy with her face so close to his. She bent closer. Her lips were partially open. He was fascinated by her teeth, all perfect except one small one to the left, an eyetooth. It was a little crooked.
And then he stopped thinking as she kissed him, and Ari the cybernetic ant stood in his box on the mantel and watched, and the flames of the fire lifted and died away, and Stan watched Ari watching and watched himself kissing Julie, not knowing that Ari was watching, and all this from within his frozen moment in time and all of it stained in the blue light of the royal jelly of memory.
4
Next morning he had a chance to show Julie around his house. She admired the fine old silverware he had inherited from his grandparents, and looked with something approaching awe at the portraits of his ancestors that hung on the great staircase that led to the upper rooms. There were dozens of somber oil paintings in ornate gilt frames, showing stern-faced men—some with side-whiskers and some clean-shaven—and proper-looking ladies in starched black bombazine and stiff Dutch lace. Stan had been lucky that this stuff still remained after the great destruction.
“It’s wonderful, Stan,” Julie said. “I never knew who my parents were. They sold me before I knew them.”
“I’ve got more than enough relatives,” Stan said. “You can have some of mine.”
“Can I? I’d like that. I’ll take that fat one with the smile for my mother.”
“That’s Aunt Emilia. You’ve picked well. She was the best of the bunch.”
There were other treasures upstairs. Eiderdowns whose cases were heavy with intricate embroidery; gaudy antique jewelry; massive furniture cut from gigantic tropical trees whose species had become extinct.
“This is such beautiful stuff,” Julie said. “I could look at it forever. How do you ever pull yourself away?”
“You know, it’s funny,” Stan said. “I never liked any of this before. But since you’ve come here… Well, it looks pretty nice to me now.”
The next day Stan was pleased when it was the time for action. He felt like his life was just beginning. He was very pleased with this notion, although he also dreaded it, because if his life was beginning, it was also drawing to a close. Which would come first, he wondered, victory or death? Or would they arrive simultaneously?
He refused to think about it. What was important was that he and Julie were in this together. He was no longer alone.
He dressed with special care that morning, humming to himself as he shaved. He selected an Italian silk suit and a colorful Brazilian imported shirt made of a light cotton. He wore his tasseled loafers, even going so far as to buff them up to a high polish. He usually laughed at people who took pains over their dress and appearance, but for this morning, at least, he was one of them. It was a way of reminding himself that he was making a fresh start.
He had been thinking a lot about fate and chance, and how they were influenced by the human will. He had come to the conclusion that what he wanted very badly was going to happen, as long as he willed it hard enough. It seemed to him that he was allied to a universal spirit that determined the course of things.
As long as he wanted what the universal spirit wanted for him, he couldn’t go wrong.
Although these were exhilarating thoughts, Stan also had some doubts. He wondered if the fire caused by the Xeno-Zip might be affecting his mind. Was he getting a little … grandiose? Did he really think he had found a way to cheat death?
Sometimes it seemed obvious to him that death was what was really happening to him. This was the real meaning of the disease rotting out his insides. There were too many details of his everyday life to remind him; the spitting and spewing into basins; the many pills he was continually taking, and their many strange effects.
He knew he was a very sick man. But he thought it represented some ultimate courage in himself that he was refusing to face the facts. He decided that if people really faced the facts, they’d all be licked before they could start.
He was determined to go on. It was not yet time to give up and let go. That would come later, when he found his doom; for Stan sensed a horrible fate awaiting him, one that was presently without a name or a face. Then he shook his head angrily and put those thoughts out of his mind.
He found a fresh daisy from the garden for his buttonhole.
It was a bright crisp day outside, a day that seemed filled with infinite promise. He could hear Julie humming from the kitchen. She had come down after her shower and was making breakfast. He went in. She was wearing his long fluffy bathrobe. Her hair was tied up in a Donald Duck towel. Her face sparkled, and she looked very young, ingenuous. It was a nice thing to see, though he knew it was an illusion, and only a temporary one at that.
They had bacon and eggs over easy, toast, coffee. A simple breaking of the fast. And now they were ready to discuss plans.
“The first thing we need,” Stan said, “is operating capital. I’ve got a lot of ideas for how to get this project of ours going. But it’s going to take some money. Have you any thoughts on how we could acquire a cash flow?”
“I do,” Julie said. “Raising money at short notice is what a thief does best, Stan. And I’m the best thief that ever was. How much do we need?”
Stan made some calculations. “A hundred thou-sand, anyway.”
“And how much money do you have right now?”
“I don’t know,” Stan said. “A couple hundred, I sup-pose, maybe a thousand in savings.”
“That’s not enough, is it?” Julie asked.
“Nowhere near. We need fifty thousand anyway.”
“As much as that?” Julie said. “Are you sure we need so much?”
“I’m afraid so,” Stan said. “We’ll have a lot of expenses to set up what we need in order to get a ship, put Norbert into final working shape, get the equipment we need, and get on with our plan.”
“All right, Stan,” Julie said. “I think I can be of some use here. Give me what you’ve got. I’ll double it.”
“How will you do that?”
“Watch and see.”
“Will you use your skills as a thief?”
“Not immediately,” Julie said. “There’s an intermediate step I need to take.”
“Could you be a little clearer?”
“I’m talking about gambling.”
“I didn’t know you were a gambler as well as a thief,” Stan said.
“My real profession is thief, but I’m a gambler also because everyone needs a second line of work. The fact is, I’m lucky at certain games. Like Whorgle. I’ve been told that I’ve got latent psychokinetic abilities. I can affect the fall of dice sometimes. But they don’t play dice at Callahan’s, only card games. Well, Whorgle is a new game that depends on hand-eye coordination. I’ve got that, and I’ve also got something else.
A certain X-factor that sometimes does the trick.”
“Well, I guess you know what you’re doing,” Stan said. “Although I’ve been wanting to see some of this thieving of yours in action.”
“Being a good thief costs money, Stan.”
“That’s a funny thing to say. I thought you were supposed to make money that way.” “That’s the result, of course. But when you work in the upper echelon of crime, you don’t go in and hold up a candy store. And you don’t knock off a bank, either.
Those are not what I was trained for. You never asked what kind of thief I was, Stan. Well, I’m telling you now. I’m a high-society jewelry thief. I knock off only the best people. I work at political conventions, movie openings, awards ceremonies, great sports events, things that bring together crowds of people with lots of money. But that requires a setup. Otherwise I’d have to spend too long just trying to dope out how to do it. I buy a ready-made plan from an expert in the field. It comes high. But it’s guaranteed to bring me to large amounts of money and jewelry.”
“How much does a plan like that cost?”
“If you buy one from an expert like Gibberman, it can cost plenty. I’m going to use your money to win more money so I can pay Gibberman to give me one of his great plans. It may sound like a roundabout way to you, but name me any other profession where you can go from a thousand dollars to around a million in less than three days.”
“Sounds interesting,” said Stan. “Can I come along?”
“Well, of course you can, at least for some of it, but you have to be real cool. You mustn’t even act like you’re with me. You see, gambling is hard work. I’m going to have to give it all my attention. Then, assuming I win, there’s the next part of the operation, which calls for even more attention.”
“Yeah? What’s that?”
That’s walking out of the gambling place with your money, Stan.”
5
At first Stan didn’t want to show his robot alien to Julie. On the one hand, he thought it was the best piece of work he had ever done. But would she realize that? What would her reaction be?
It didn’t matter what she thought, of course, Stan told himself logically. Yet all the time he knew it did matter, very much. He realized he wanted Julie to think well of him. He had been alone too long, and he had hidden from everyone, including himself, just how lonely and desperate he had been. It would have been too much to have realized that earlier. But now that Julie had come into his life, he could no longer bear being without her. He wanted to make sure that never happened.
He didn’t know what was going to happen. He was scared. But he was also strangely happy. Over the last few days the individual moments of his life felt better than they had for a long time. Maybe he’d never felt so good.
He was thinking about this while he showered and put on clothes fresh from the dry cleaners. He shaved with special care, and he laughed at himself for doing all this, but that didn’t stop him. He saw Julie over breakfast. She was looking radiant, her hair sparkling in the sunshine.
After breakfast, Stan showed her his lab.
After that, it was time to show off his robot alien.
He kept it in a special temperature-controlled room behind a locked door. The door was to keep people out, not to keep the robot in, he told Julie. It stood perfectly immobile, since it was not presently activated.
Its black, heavily muscled body seemed ready to lunge. Yet Julie did not hesitate when Stan took her hand and peeled back the robot’s lips to show its gleaming rows of needle-sharp fangs.
“Your pet looks like evil incarnate,” Julie said.
“As a matter of fact, he’s suprisingly gentle. I hope I haven’t made a mistake in the circuitry. He may need to be trained to fight.”
“I can be of some help there,” Julie said.
6
In Jersey City, lying on a rank bed with a filthy mattress, Thomas Hoban stirred uneasily in his sleep. The dreams didn’t come so of-ten, but they still came. And always the same …
Captain Thomas Hoban was seated in the big command chair, viewscreens above him, clear-steel glass canopy in front. Not that you get to see much in space, not even in the Asteroid Belt. But even the biggest spaceship is small in terms of space for humans, and you get to appreciate even a view of nothingness. It’s better than being sealed up in a duralloy cocoon without any vision except for what the TV monitors can offer.
The Dolomite—a good ship with an old but reliable atomic drive, but also recently fitted with tachyonic gear for multiparsec jumps—was currently on a local run within the solar system, tooling around doing a job here, a job there, trying to pick up some money for the owners. Then they got the signal that took them to Lea II in the asteroids.
Lea was a fueling base, owned by Universal Obsidian but open to all ships. It was a refueling spot. It even had a kind of cafe, only a dozen seats and a menu like you’d expect at a place that hired their cooks by how little they would steal and cut costs by never bringing in fresh provisions. Not that fresh produce comes easy in the asteroids. It costs too much to make special runs with your iceberg lettuce.
After leaving Lea, Hoban had taken the Dolomite to Position A23 in the asteroids. That was the location for the Ayngell Works, a refinery on its own slab of rock, where a robot work crew purified metals and rare earths mined elsewhere in the asteroids. A23 was located in one of the densest parts of the cluster. You had to navigate at slow speeds and with care, but who didn’t know that? And Hoban was a careful man. He didn’t let his second-in-command do the job for him. Even though Gill was an android and a top pilot and navigator, Hoban did it himself, and he did it well. In any event, no one had any complaints about him before he came to A23.
His job on A23 was to take a big metals hopper into tow and bring it to the Luna Reclamations Facility.
Taking it up was no small job. It was a big mother, too big to fit into the Dolomite’s hold. But of course the asteroid it was perched on had negligible gravity, so there was no difficulty in pulling the hopper away from the surface once the magnetic clamps that held it to its massive base plate were released. Hoban’s crew, by all accounts, were trained men; it should have been a piece of cake.
The trouble was, they weren’t really a trained crew. There were three Malays aboard who spoke no English and only understood the simplest commands. That usually worked out all right, but not this time. It had never been proven, but one of those Malays must have gotten confused working in the lowest bay. Somehow he or someone had missed the towline entirely and had locked a fuel-line feeder into the cou-pling winch. The next thing Hoban knew, the feeding mechanism had been jerked out of the atomic pile, which had shut down automatically, leaving him floating in space without main power.
This wasn’t the first time a spacecraft had lost a main engine. Gill estimated six hours to repair it. Meantime the backup accumulators and the steering jets would provide enough propulsion to get back to A23 so they could pick up the five crewmen who had gone down to manhandle the cargo ties into position.
At least that’s what should have happened, or so it was claimed in the court inquiry later.
Instead, Hoban had turned the ship toward Luna and got away as fast as he could. He claimed afterward that there was a lot more wrong than just losing an engine. Down on A23, an inexperienced crew member had accidentally pulled the interlocks on the atomic pile that kept A23 running. The damned thing was going critical and there was no time to do anything but run for it…
Leaving the five crewmen on A23 to their fate.
Hoban had had to make a quick decision. He calculated that the pile was going to blow up in three minutes. If he stayed around or moved in closer, the blast would take him with it. Even a class-four duralloy hull wasn’t built for that kind of treatment. And anyhow, nonmilitary spacecraft were usually built of lightergauge metal than the fighting ships.
It was pandemonium aboard the Dolomite. There was a crew of twenty aboard, and five of them were down at A23 with the blast coming up on them in minutes. Half of the remaining crew had wanted the captain to ignore the lapsed-time indicator, ignore the risk, and go back to pick up the men; the other half wanted him to blow off what remained of battery power and get out of there as fast as his jets would take him.
The crew had burst into the control room, hysterical and entirely out of order, and they had begun to come to blows right there while Hoban was trying to con the ship and Gill into attending to the navigation. Letting those men in there had been the captain’s first mistake.
Crewmen were not allowed in officer country except by specific invitation. When a crewman trespasses, shipboard code says he should be punished immediately. If Hoban had ordered Gill to seize the first man to come in and put him into the crowded little locker belowdecks that served as jail space, the others might have had second thoughts. Crews obey strong leadership, and Hoban’s leadership at this point was decidedly weak.
It was in the middle of that shouting writhing mass of people that Hoban had come to his decision.
“Open the accumulators! Get us out of here, Mr. Gill!”
That had shut everybody up, since the acceleration alarm had gone off and they had to get back to their own part of the ship and strap down while the faux gravity was still in operation. It was Hoban’s hesitation that had almost set off the men, but once he’d made up his mind, things were better.
The question was, had he made the right choice? The jury decided there was reason enough to believe that Hoban had panicked, had not thought through his position, had not properly calculated the risk. The jury’s report said that he had had more than enough time and could have gone in for the men without undue risk to the ship. It would have been cutting it a little fine, but in the atmosphere of the trial, men didn’t think about that. They didn’t really ask themselves what they would have done in Hoban’s shoes. They just knew that five crewmen were dead, and the company was liable.
But the question was, under which clause of the insurance contract was the company liable? If what had happened was beyond anyone’s power to change, that was one thing. But if it was due to pilot error or poor judgment, then the company had less direct liability. Guess which the jury went for?
Spaceship pilots were important men, like star athletes, and most of them had, in addition to solid abilities, good-to-excellent connections. Hoban didn’t have any of that. Just top marks in his class through-out the university and Space School after that He was the corps’ token poor boy; proof that anyone could make it in the corps if he was smart and diligent. But when it came right down to it, after the accident, the company didn’t want to pay out on the higher figure of the insurance and Hoban didn’t have any friend in high places to keep a watch over his interests. Juries had been known to be bribed, and Bio-Pharm had been known to bribe them.
The case had faded quickly from the news. There were lots of other things to get excited about. No one was even interested in doing a vid special on the Hoban case. But if they’d looked into it, they might have been surprised.
7
Callahan’s Sporting Club near Delancey Street was an illegal club. The authorities were always closing it down, but Callahan’s always managed to open again in a day or two. Many city mayors and police commissioners had sworn to close the place once and for all, but somehow they never got around to it. Too much money changed hands. It was nice to know that some things, like the power of bribery, never changed.
A panel slid open in a reinforced door, and a face looked out. “Whaddyaa want?”
“I want to gamble,” Julie said.
“Who do you know?”
“Luigi.”
“Then come on in.”
After they were inside, Stan whispered to her, “Who’s Luigi?”
“I have no idea,” Julie said. “In a place like this, looking like you know someone is worth almost as much as really knowing.”
Callahan’s was filled with well-dressed, prosperous-looking people, most of them crowded three deep around the horseshoe-shaped bar. The general depression and malaise that seemed to grip so much of America didn’t operate here. Here, things were booming.
Stan could see people sitting in the adjoining dining room, eating as though there were no food shortages. It looked like they were eating real steaks, too. From beyond the dining room he could hear the excited sounds of people betting. The gaming rooms would be right down there, and that was where Julie led him.
“What game are you going to play?” he asked.
“I’ll try Whorgle,” she said.
She pushed her way into the circle, and they made way for her. There were a dozen men and three women betting on the action. They waited while she set out her cash. Then the game went on.
Stan found he couldn’t figure out how Whorgle was played. There were cards, of course, and a small ivory marker, and something made it spin and jump between the numbers painted on the table. How long it resided in a square seemed to decide who won, but the cards had something to do with it, too. There were also disk-shaped markers with odd symbols on one side. The money, thrown down on the painted stake lines, passed back and forth too quickly for Stan to figure out what was happening. He knew he could work it all out if he just applied his mind, but right now he was feeling light-headed. It had been quite a while since his last shot of Xeno-Zip. The artificial fire that had enlivened his nerves and dulled his senses was fading out of his system. He was beginning to feel very bad. The pain was simply too hard to handle without something to help it like essence of royal jelly.
At last the pain became too much for him. He had to go into a nearby room and lie down on a couch.
After a while he fell into a troubled sleep and dreamed of grinning skulls dancing and bobbing in front of him.
After a while Julie came and woke him. She was smiling.
“How did you do?” Stan asked her.
“Nobody beats me at Whorgle,” she said, riffling through a stack of greenbacks. “Let’s go home and get some sleep. Then I need to see Gibberman.”
8
Gibberman was a small man who wore a tweed cap pulled low on his forehead and crouched behind his Plexiglas-protected desk in his Canal Street pawnbroker’s office, looking for all the world like an inflated toad. He wore a jeweler’s loupe on a black ribbon around his neck and spoke with some indefinable Eastern European accent.
“Julie! Good to see you, darling.”
“I told you I’d come,” Julie said. “I’d like you to meet a friend of mine.”
“Delighted,” said Gibberman. “But no names, please.” He shook Stan’s hand, then offered Julie a drink from a half-empty bottle of bourbon beside him.
“No, nothing,” she said. “Look, I’m going to get right to the point. I need plans for a job, and I need them quickly.”
“Everybody’s always in a hurry,” Gibberman said.
“I’ve got places to go and things to do,” Julie said.
“Rushing around is the curse of this modem age.”
“Sure,” Julie said. “You got anything for me or not?”
Gibberman smiled. “A good job is going to cost, you know.”
“Of course,” Julie said. “Here, check this out.”
She took an envelope from her purse and put it down on the desk in front of Gibberman. He opened it, looked inside, riffled the bills, then closed the envelope again.
“You got it there, Julie. All you’ve got, that’s the price.”
“Fine,” Julie said. “Now what do you have?”
“A piece of luck for you,” Gibberman said. “Not only have I got a first-class job, probably worth a million or more, but you could do it tonight if you want to move that fast.”
“Fast is just what I want,” Julie said. “You’re sure this is a good one?”
“Of course I’m sure,” Gibberman said. “There’s an element of risk in all these matters, as you well know. But with your well-known talents, you should have no particular difficulty.”
Gibberman twirled around in his chair and pushed a wall painting out of the way. Behind it was a small safe set into the wall. He twirled the combination, blocking Julie and Stan’s view with his body. Reaching in, he pulled out half a dozen envelopes, looked through them rapidly, selected one, put the rest back, then closed the safe.